name: Ariel T♥
gender: Female
I'm:
Introspectively retrospect
& flawlessly flawed.
But I'm about as shallow as you are.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
When you come undone...
Everyday's been alright, as it should be. I'm glad I'm beginning to gain some confidence while doing maths. I've failed my chinese test, my math test & my physics test as well. What else is there left for me fail?
None.
I wonder how I am able to take it all in my stride; to think positively even when I've failed. Most of the time, I see people bawling and crying yet I am able to stop myself from crying.
Have I gotten used to failing subjects? Maybe. But to put it euphemistically, I just have a strong character.
Then again, am I deluding myself? I don't know. Sometimes, it's so tiring to keep looking for answers when the answers aren't even there in the first place.
I have a little fear that I'll fail everything in the end.
Those once-in-a-blue-moon moments occur and take us by surprise. Sometimes, things work themselves out and everything will be fine in the end.
Is this going to be true this time round? I don't think so.
But I won't give up. Even if I were to fail, I know I had tried my best at that point in time, and I would try even harder the next time round.
Everyday's been alright, as it should be. I'm glad I'm beginning to gain some confidence while doing maths. I've failed my chinese test, my math test & my physics test as well. What else is there left for me fail?
None.
I wonder how I am able to take it all in my stride; to think positively even when I've failed. Most of the time, I see people bawling and crying yet I am able to stop myself from crying.
Have I gotten used to failing subjects? Maybe. But to put it euphemistically, I just have a strong character.
Then again, am I deluding myself? I don't know. Sometimes, it's so tiring to keep looking for answers when the answers aren't even there in the first place.
I have a little fear that I'll fail everything in the end.
Those once-in-a-blue-moon moments occur and take us by surprise. Sometimes, things work themselves out and everything will be fine in the end.
Is this going to be true this time round? I don't think so.
But I won't give up. Even if I were to fail, I know I had tried my best at that point in time, and I would try even harder the next time round.