name: Ariel T♥
gender: Female
I'm:
Introspectively retrospect
& flawlessly flawed.
But I'm about as shallow as you are.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
It's [getting] worse and worse every year. Okay, so 2005's was okay. 2006's is ridiculously rude and puerile. The batch of 2006 go around calumniating, flaming & disparaging others.
So many online wars. What the heck is happening? No one sticks to the good old rules of feigning ignorance, deleting and mature thinking?!
Do you really think that by flaming, it will solve everything? People who flame others publicly in their blogs are such f-ked up idiots.
Yeah every single one of them are deranged little asses.
So many online wars. What the heck is happening? No one sticks to the good old rules of feigning ignorance, deleting and mature thinking?!
Do you really think that by flaming, it will solve everything? People who flame others publicly in their blogs are such f-ked up idiots.
Yeah every single one of them are deranged little asses.
Resolutions for 2007!
- Be a responsible class member of 3A'07.
- Hand in all assignment on time.
- Read more newspapers, books in both languages.
- Pay full attention during lessons.
- Play an active role in ELDDS.
- Attain good results!
- Be a caring & efficient councillor/exco.
- Arrive punctually for outings/meetings/etc.
- Eat & live healthy!
- Spend wisely; save excessively
I shall work towards good results! Happy New Year to everyone :)
Saturday, December 30, 2006
I can never ever work as an office girl. I can't imagine doing paperwork days and days and days. I will faint even before the mountains of paper blind me with their armies of words! Ahh... The horrors of paperwork =x
I said that because I spent the whole afternoon of yesterday doing paper work with DisCo. It was tiring work! And I didn't eat lunch or breakfast. A curry puff to sustain me from morn till evening. I'm glad it did.
On Thursday - 28th December, I went out with Grace! We went to Plaza Singapura and we bought for each other Christmas presents :) She bought for me a MORINGO! And I bought her a MORIJI. In case you're a noob like Jonathan, who cannot tell the difference between a carrot & an orange, MORIJI is an orange. Carrots don't grow on trees right? Hoho. Anyway, MORINGO is an apple, like its name suggests (ringo = apple in Japanese). Picture of the adorable plushie:
YES! I KNOOOOOOW! Moringo is absolutely yummylicious-ly and ridiculously adorable right :D
After walking around Plaza Sing, we went to sing karaoke with Yingting, Jia Hui, Yu Ling & Veronica :D The ever fa-hua-chi-ing Yu Ling kept saying "hao shuai!" whenever Jay Chou appeared in those music videos, causing YT to be annoyed and mock-scold her. Later, a certain kuku named Grace started following Yu Ling's footsteps to become the nextfa-hua-chi-er. We sang happily for 4 hours before we parted and agreed to sing again! Haha :)
And I simply forgot to mention that on Wednesday 27th December, I went to watch Curse of the Golden Flower with YT & that ever fa-hua-chi-ing Yu Ling, this time, without the presence of her comrade Grace, repeatedly said "hao shuai!" whenever Jay Chou appeared on the big screen, causing YT to be be annoyed and mock-scold her. Haha :)
Today's such a happy & joyous day because Veronica came to my house and we completed our chinese essays! Haha. Kidding. That's cool but what made me extremely elated. I wanna go "whee!", "whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"!
BECAUSE VERONICA WOON the moron IS IN 3A! My beloved moron is going to 3A with me and there will be sequels and sequels to Towel Monsters! WHEEEEEEEEE :D
I'm darn happy & its such a great way to end 2006 ;)
I said that because I spent the whole afternoon of yesterday doing paper work with DisCo. It was tiring work! And I didn't eat lunch or breakfast. A curry puff to sustain me from morn till evening. I'm glad it did.
On Thursday - 28th December, I went out with Grace! We went to Plaza Singapura and we bought for each other Christmas presents :) She bought for me a MORINGO! And I bought her a MORIJI. In case you're a noob like Jonathan, who cannot tell the difference between a carrot & an orange, MORIJI is an orange. Carrots don't grow on trees right? Hoho. Anyway, MORINGO is an apple, like its name suggests (ringo = apple in Japanese). Picture of the adorable plushie:
YES! I KNOOOOOOW! Moringo is absolutely yummylicious-ly and ridiculously adorable right :DAfter walking around Plaza Sing, we went to sing karaoke with Yingting, Jia Hui, Yu Ling & Veronica :D The ever fa-hua-chi-ing Yu Ling kept saying "hao shuai!" whenever Jay Chou appeared in those music videos, causing YT to be annoyed and mock-scold her. Later, a certain kuku named Grace started following Yu Ling's footsteps to become the nextfa-hua-chi-er. We sang happily for 4 hours before we parted and agreed to sing again! Haha :)
And I simply forgot to mention that on Wednesday 27th December, I went to watch Curse of the Golden Flower with YT & that ever fa-hua-chi-ing Yu Ling, this time, without the presence of her comrade Grace, repeatedly said "hao shuai!" whenever Jay Chou appeared on the big screen, causing YT to be be annoyed and mock-scold her. Haha :)
Today's such a happy & joyous day because Veronica came to my house and we completed our chinese essays! Haha. Kidding. That's cool but what made me extremely elated. I wanna go "whee!", "whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay" and "whee!", whoopee!", "yay"!
BECAUSE VERONICA WOON the moron IS IN 3A! My beloved moron is going to 3A with me and there will be sequels and sequels to Towel Monsters! WHEEEEEEEEE :D
I'm darn happy & its such a great way to end 2006 ;)
Thursday, December 28, 2006
It seems like some people don't get a chance to experience certain things... Passing away at 14 years old, she would have never gotten any chance to experience certain unexplainable feelings. Like the happiness when you graduate, or the countless amount of joy when one marries. That's of course feelings which I assume everyone would naturally have.
But when you leave at 14, can you even experience it? Or have you even experienced it?
There are many things in life we can't control. And life is so short.
I'm shocked. My primary school friend passed away on Sunday. And I only knew it today cos Andrea sms-ed me. She was only 14 years old!!
Life is damn unfair.
But when you leave at 14, can you even experience it? Or have you even experienced it?
There are many things in life we can't control. And life is so short.
I'm shocked. My primary school friend passed away on Sunday. And I only knew it today cos Andrea sms-ed me. She was only 14 years old!!
Life is damn unfair.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
WORD OF THE DAY: PUERILE
Hoho, I'm back! (actually I never went anywhere but to hell with it!) With a word of the day. Today's word shall be puerile. It means: childishly foolish; immature or trivial. For example, a puerile girl. Since puerile can be used as an adjective, it's perfectly normal to use it to describe foolish, immature or trival people.
Let's start practising by filling in the asterisks! Since blanks are so common nowadays, they are hardly a fresh idea and FRESH ideas are what we need! No ripping you see, ripping is very very wrong. You might get flamed on other blogs if you rip. Alright, there are a total of 3 creative and original sentences for you to practise on. Let's go!
Sentence 1:
* is such a immature girl that she creates a whole fiasco over such a * matter.
a) puerile b) dumb or c) f-king
Choose your words wisely!
Sentence 2:
* is such a foolish young * twerp that she thinks she's always right.
a) puerile b) dumb c) f-king
Choose your words wisely!
Sentence 3:
* is such a retarded little princess who thinks she's so upright to flame others that you could use the word "*" to describe her anytime anyday.
a) puerile b) dumb c) f-king
Remember to choose your words wisely. Practice makes perfect. Practise often and you shall see the benefits of the word "puerile" :)
Goodluck!
Hoho, I'm back! (actually I never went anywhere but to hell with it!) With a word of the day. Today's word shall be puerile. It means: childishly foolish; immature or trivial. For example, a puerile girl. Since puerile can be used as an adjective, it's perfectly normal to use it to describe foolish, immature or trival people.
Let's start practising by filling in the asterisks! Since blanks are so common nowadays, they are hardly a fresh idea and FRESH ideas are what we need! No ripping you see, ripping is very very wrong. You might get flamed on other blogs if you rip. Alright, there are a total of 3 creative and original sentences for you to practise on. Let's go!
Sentence 1:
* is such a immature girl that she creates a whole fiasco over such a * matter.
a) puerile b) dumb or c) f-king
Choose your words wisely!
Sentence 2:
* is such a foolish young * twerp that she thinks she's always right.
a) puerile b) dumb c) f-king
Choose your words wisely!
Sentence 3:
* is such a retarded little princess who thinks she's so upright to flame others that you could use the word "*" to describe her anytime anyday.
a) puerile b) dumb c) f-king
Remember to choose your words wisely. Practice makes perfect. Practise often and you shall see the benefits of the word "puerile" :)
Goodluck!
Monday, December 25, 2006
Hoho. Just when I thought Christmas was all about being nice, kind and the whole other adjectives of describing a good person, I realised that some people have been so mean. Well you don't exactly flame people you know on your own blogs & then deny about it. That's childish.
I guess some people have to grow up & their christmas wish might as well be "to be more matured in thinking". You don't have to argue when it's clear about who you're referring to. Hohoho, some people just don't get it.
Er no, I haven't been flamed or anything. Just realised that some people are just so mean. I wonder why they even have friends.
I guess some people have to grow up & their christmas wish might as well be "to be more matured in thinking". You don't have to argue when it's clear about who you're referring to. Hohoho, some people just don't get it.
Er no, I haven't been flamed or anything. Just realised that some people are just so mean. I wonder why they even have friends.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE :D
Hohoho. I'm cheery cos it's christmas! Alright, after church service yesterday night, I went to watch Deathnote 2 with my sister. We watched the sneak preview at Causeway Point. The sequel wasn't a disappointment, however there were some areas which could be fully explained. All in all, the show's a must-watch because there's no loopholes or anything and its a darn cool "thinking" sort of movie. Ahh!! So thrilling, I wanna watch it all over again! :)
I love the way Japanese people speak! It's ultra cool! I love the way they rah rah rah rah rah in their own language. It's so beautiful and interesting and OMG I'd be completely smitten (to be charmed) by anyone who can speak Japanese fluently and as coolly as those actors. OMG! Even if they're talking nonsense in Japanese and can speak still so beautifully I'll be swooning all over!
Look at this conversation me & Grace had yesterday: (I'm the one who's speaking in red)
7:48 PM) give me 2C* !: the japanese people can swoon me off my feet anyday anytime just by opening their mouth and blabbering some nonsense :]
(7:48 PM) !KUKU[:: HAHAHA
(7:48 PM) !KUKU[:: YEAH ITS TRUE
(7:48 PM) !KUKU[:: ITS DAMN SEXAY
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: yesyes
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: i find it damn cool
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: i can drool leh
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: hehe
Okayokay, I sound damn dumb but I really like the way they speak. I guess my biggest regret in my 14 years of existence for now is quitting Japanese lessons... Sigh. Should have persevered. Rah-rah, no one to blame but myself. I wanna take Jap lessons when I'm older & if possible, stay in Japan for 1 or 2 years. Darn cool...
I can't believe I'm staying at home to do homework this Christmas. Sounds really pathetic but I've gotta attack that chinese book. Hopefully I'd be able to complete at least 12 stories by today. And hopefully, do a little of my report.
Right.
Hohoho. I'm cheery cos it's christmas! Alright, after church service yesterday night, I went to watch Deathnote 2 with my sister. We watched the sneak preview at Causeway Point. The sequel wasn't a disappointment, however there were some areas which could be fully explained. All in all, the show's a must-watch because there's no loopholes or anything and its a darn cool "thinking" sort of movie. Ahh!! So thrilling, I wanna watch it all over again! :)
I love the way Japanese people speak! It's ultra cool! I love the way they rah rah rah rah rah in their own language. It's so beautiful and interesting and OMG I'd be completely smitten (to be charmed) by anyone who can speak Japanese fluently and as coolly as those actors. OMG! Even if they're talking nonsense in Japanese and can speak still so beautifully I'll be swooning all over!
Look at this conversation me & Grace had yesterday: (I'm the one who's speaking in red)
7:48 PM) give me 2C* !: the japanese people can swoon me off my feet anyday anytime just by opening their mouth and blabbering some nonsense :]
(7:48 PM) !KUKU[:: HAHAHA
(7:48 PM) !KUKU[:: YEAH ITS TRUE
(7:48 PM) !KUKU[:: ITS DAMN SEXAY
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: yesyes
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: i find it damn cool
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: i can drool leh
(7:49 PM) give me 2C* !: hehe
Okayokay, I sound damn dumb but I really like the way they speak. I guess my biggest regret in my 14 years of existence for now is quitting Japanese lessons... Sigh. Should have persevered. Rah-rah, no one to blame but myself. I wanna take Jap lessons when I'm older & if possible, stay in Japan for 1 or 2 years. Darn cool...
I can't believe I'm staying at home to do homework this Christmas. Sounds really pathetic but I've gotta attack that chinese book. Hopefully I'd be able to complete at least 12 stories by today. And hopefully, do a little of my report.
Right.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Uniform sales for the past two days was simply tiring, though I really enjoyed going to lunch with the other SCs from the different committees. We crapped so much! Hehe :P
After yesterday's uniform sales, me & mummy met up with cheche & korkor in town. Went to eat. I managed to buy my mambo shorts, having thought of a good way to trick her. Hoohoo :) We also bought some ridiculous golden christmas decoration-cum-tree which wobbles slightly when it's been harassed. Hehe =x
Tomorrow's Christmas eve. Man, I can't believe that. Christmas will probably be another holiday for me. Aha! I shall chen4 ji1 do homework during those 2 days of rest. Hoho.
Eh wait, I owe YT two presents. I owe Veron one. I owe Grace & Hester none. I owe SY one. Money money money... Uh - I'm a broke fart again.
After yesterday's uniform sales, me & mummy met up with cheche & korkor in town. Went to eat. I managed to buy my mambo shorts, having thought of a good way to trick her. Hoohoo :) We also bought some ridiculous golden christmas decoration-cum-tree which wobbles slightly when it's been harassed. Hehe =x
Tomorrow's Christmas eve. Man, I can't believe that. Christmas will probably be another holiday for me. Aha! I shall chen4 ji1 do homework during those 2 days of rest. Hoho.
Eh wait, I owe YT two presents. I owe Veron one. I owe Grace & Hester none. I owe SY one. Money money money... Uh - I'm a broke fart again.
Received my class allocation results on Friday evening. I do not have any thoughts about the letter of the class that I am in (3A). Good or bad? Well, it's not up to me to judge it based on the letter alone. I can't & won't judge a class by it's name (or rather, letter).
After all, it's the people that make up the class and fulfills what the class is meant to be. The people give the impression of the class, of course. I'm quite happy cos I know a few people in my own class and have worked with them before. It's always comforting to have people you know in the same situations as you :)
I'm still darn unhappy that Veronica isn't in my class. I really hope Ang will be a kind man and let her into my class. OMG! I can't imagine how I'm gonna survive with my crap-pal-cum-moronic buddy. Life will be sooo different. I cannot survive class without VERON. OMG. So you see, I'm obviously still very very upset. LET VERONICA BE IN MY CLASS! Please! Please! Please!
* I'm damn shocked that Claire Chen isn't in my class. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO!!! WE WERE!!! ARGH! We'll still play together though. Pfft.
I have the whole list of people in my class. I'm trying to get all of their emails and blogs and telephone and handphone numbers by the 1st week of school. Gotta know everyone asap! I'm seriously hoping and looking forward to a great year with my new class. Things will be awkward at first but I suppose everything is gonna be alright after a while.
I still miss 2C! And I miss how everything used to be. How it used to be during the June holidays. I wish I could go back [in time] to the June holidays. Things would have been so different now. Sigh... Nothing will every stay the same :'(
After all, it's the people that make up the class and fulfills what the class is meant to be. The people give the impression of the class, of course. I'm quite happy cos I know a few people in my own class and have worked with them before. It's always comforting to have people you know in the same situations as you :)
I'm still darn unhappy that Veronica isn't in my class. I really hope Ang will be a kind man and let her into my class. OMG! I can't imagine how I'm gonna survive with my crap-pal-cum-moronic buddy. Life will be sooo different. I cannot survive class without VERON. OMG. So you see, I'm obviously still very very upset. LET VERONICA BE IN MY CLASS! Please! Please! Please!
* I'm damn shocked that Claire Chen isn't in my class. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO!!! WE WERE!!! ARGH! We'll still play together though. Pfft.
I have the whole list of people in my class. I'm trying to get all of their emails and blogs and telephone and handphone numbers by the 1st week of school. Gotta know everyone asap! I'm seriously hoping and looking forward to a great year with my new class. Things will be awkward at first but I suppose everything is gonna be alright after a while.
I still miss 2C! And I miss how everything used to be. How it used to be during the June holidays. I wish I could go back [in time] to the June holidays. Things would have been so different now. Sigh... Nothing will every stay the same :'(
Friday, December 22, 2006
Today has been a really busy day for me. However, I'll elaborate on the whole day later ;)
To tell the truth, I'm seriously confused about the state of matters now. Alright, not literally confused as in don't know what's going on, but confused as in unsure of how I feel. After receiving the class allocations, I feel both happy, sad, tired, excited and simply just all the feelings put together at once.
Well, it's definitely exciting to be in a new class next year (therefore I feel happy), yet at the same time it's inevitable to feel sad that I will no longer be in 2C. Alright, some people say that we'll still get to see each other in school, but the most important point is that the feeling's different already. Being together in the same class will create a bond between the people, in which seeing them in school will not create. The situation does not allow for that.
Tired? Simply because today has been a really long day and all I want to do is lie back and think that everything's the way it used to be. Knowing that the isn't just makes me feel tired (again!) because I have to adjust to the new environment and setting. Sigh!
I don't need anyone to reassure me that things are going to be alright, or that everything's gonna be okay. That's because I know everything will be fine. I have my close friends in the same class as me next year except for Veronica. What the heck happened? Why's she in 3C?! MR ANG! Why? Why did you have to separate us? Did we break any rules? Why? Oh heavens why???? Alright, I suppose I'm over reacting and over-dramatic again... But I feel agitated lah my best friend in RV leh!
I don't need someone to reassure me that 2C will keep in touch like we used to. Or that we'll still have class chalets and try to contact each other. I don't need reassurance. Reassurance just makes me wish I could turn back time. But that's not facing the emotions. I need time to digest everything slowly and accept. I don't need someone from 2C to say that we'll keep in touch. I think everyone will be so busy and the only thing we could do is to accept our classes. 2C will be part of memories that I'll hold onto, and I know the others will hold onto. The feeling when we are together (during chalets etc in the future) will be different. I won't say that I'll definitely be able to keep in touch with everyone, because there's surely people whom you can't keep in touch with. I treasure the times I've had with them. I'll love the memories and the "adventures" but I suppose there's nothing I could do to bring it back again. When we're together, we'll have fun.
Life's like that. When things have changed, there's nothing you can do to make it the same again. Nothing. The more you try, the worse you feel. Accept the things you cannot change. How I wished things were like in the past. But I know I must move on. It's 2007, a new year, new beginnings.
Anyhoo, I got into 3A. With people I know :)
Everything's gonna be alright. - Everything's just wonderful [Lily Allen]
To tell the truth, I'm seriously confused about the state of matters now. Alright, not literally confused as in don't know what's going on, but confused as in unsure of how I feel. After receiving the class allocations, I feel both happy, sad, tired, excited and simply just all the feelings put together at once.
Well, it's definitely exciting to be in a new class next year (therefore I feel happy), yet at the same time it's inevitable to feel sad that I will no longer be in 2C. Alright, some people say that we'll still get to see each other in school, but the most important point is that the feeling's different already. Being together in the same class will create a bond between the people, in which seeing them in school will not create. The situation does not allow for that.
Tired? Simply because today has been a really long day and all I want to do is lie back and think that everything's the way it used to be. Knowing that the isn't just makes me feel tired (again!) because I have to adjust to the new environment and setting. Sigh!
I don't need anyone to reassure me that things are going to be alright, or that everything's gonna be okay. That's because I know everything will be fine. I have my close friends in the same class as me next year except for Veronica. What the heck happened? Why's she in 3C?! MR ANG! Why? Why did you have to separate us? Did we break any rules? Why? Oh heavens why???? Alright, I suppose I'm over reacting and over-dramatic again... But I feel agitated lah my best friend in RV leh!
I don't need someone to reassure me that 2C will keep in touch like we used to. Or that we'll still have class chalets and try to contact each other. I don't need reassurance. Reassurance just makes me wish I could turn back time. But that's not facing the emotions. I need time to digest everything slowly and accept. I don't need someone from 2C to say that we'll keep in touch. I think everyone will be so busy and the only thing we could do is to accept our classes. 2C will be part of memories that I'll hold onto, and I know the others will hold onto. The feeling when we are together (during chalets etc in the future) will be different. I won't say that I'll definitely be able to keep in touch with everyone, because there's surely people whom you can't keep in touch with. I treasure the times I've had with them. I'll love the memories and the "adventures" but I suppose there's nothing I could do to bring it back again. When we're together, we'll have fun.
Life's like that. When things have changed, there's nothing you can do to make it the same again. Nothing. The more you try, the worse you feel. Accept the things you cannot change. How I wished things were like in the past. But I know I must move on. It's 2007, a new year, new beginnings.
Anyhoo, I got into 3A. With people I know :)
Everything's gonna be alright. - Everything's just wonderful [Lily Allen]
Thursday, December 21, 2006
This is my new blog! Yay :D I'm gonna make sure I update it often enough to prevent comments like "Update!" from happening. A new year's coming. New year - new beginnings :)
Oh by the way, I'm only going to upload some past entries from my livejournal blog. In case you're wondering: yes, I do have a livejournal blog which only close friends knew about during my blogging hiatus. However, I'm going to delete that one and stick to this one.
Still, got to get used to using blogger again. I really like livejournal's choices of font colours (there are sooo many). And I could choose my own emoticon and stuff like that. Finally decided that blogger's the best because of the many blogskins available. Whee!
Oh by the way, I'm only going to upload some past entries from my livejournal blog. In case you're wondering: yes, I do have a livejournal blog which only close friends knew about during my blogging hiatus. However, I'm going to delete that one and stick to this one.
Still, got to get used to using blogger again. I really like livejournal's choices of font colours (there are sooo many). And I could choose my own emoticon and stuff like that. Finally decided that blogger's the best because of the many blogskins available. Whee!
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
This post is about my outing with Andrea on 18th December :)
Hoohoo. I went out with Andrea today and I was 30 minutes late in meeting her =x
Thank goodness I wasn't killed or anything. Hehe. We went to Cineleisure to take neoprints and it's out first time taking together. That despite the fact that I've known her for 5 year... We were quite nooby at thinking of poses for the camera, so most of the poses were those kind of oh-no-the-camera-is-gonna-take-the-picture-now!! ones. Surprisingly, the pictures turned out quite pretty after the decorations :)
We went to heeren, taka, wisma and mandarin hotel's esprit. The esprit in mandarin hotel really reminds me of the days during P6 when I often went there with Andrea. We used to look around for nice clothes and for several occasions, we bought stuff from there. Ahh... Nice memories.
Hmm, we went into Topshop and I saw this white blouse. Well you could use it as a capi and wear it with tights and it'll look very nice too! That was $29, quite cheap... Besides the capi, I spotted a pair of mambo shorts. They were only $39.50 after 50% discount. MAMBO IS HAVING A SALE AND THE STUFF IS BLOODY CHEAP :) Alas, I had no money, so cannot buy :'( I guess I will go buy it on Saturday, when I'm going out with my sister. Hehe, can shun4 bian4 ask for x'mas present too!
Then we bought this tee from one of the pushcarts at Cineleisure for each other as a Christmas present. The tee says "I stole this shirt from a homeless man. Why he had a shirt that says this, I'll never know". Cute right? Hehe.
I had a fun day alright :)
Hoohoo. I went out with Andrea today and I was 30 minutes late in meeting her =x
Thank goodness I wasn't killed or anything. Hehe. We went to Cineleisure to take neoprints and it's out first time taking together. That despite the fact that I've known her for 5 year... We were quite nooby at thinking of poses for the camera, so most of the poses were those kind of oh-no-the-camera-is-gonna-take-the-picture-now!! ones. Surprisingly, the pictures turned out quite pretty after the decorations :)
We went to heeren, taka, wisma and mandarin hotel's esprit. The esprit in mandarin hotel really reminds me of the days during P6 when I often went there with Andrea. We used to look around for nice clothes and for several occasions, we bought stuff from there. Ahh... Nice memories.
Hmm, we went into Topshop and I saw this white blouse. Well you could use it as a capi and wear it with tights and it'll look very nice too! That was $29, quite cheap... Besides the capi, I spotted a pair of mambo shorts. They were only $39.50 after 50% discount. MAMBO IS HAVING A SALE AND THE STUFF IS BLOODY CHEAP :) Alas, I had no money, so cannot buy :'( I guess I will go buy it on Saturday, when I'm going out with my sister. Hehe, can shun4 bian4 ask for x'mas present too!
Then we bought this tee from one of the pushcarts at Cineleisure for each other as a Christmas present. The tee says "I stole this shirt from a homeless man. Why he had a shirt that says this, I'll never know". Cute right? Hehe.
I had a fun day alright :)
Sunday, December 17, 2006
This post is about Eragon - the movie & those shamless-kissing-and-hugging people you call teenagers-in-love dated 17th December!
After mass today, went out with Grace to watch Eragon, using her FREE tickets :D Hohoho, I just saved $9.50*.
*$9.50 is a lot of money considering that I'm a broke fart.
Eragon was quite a nice movie. Not exactly thrilling but the scenery was great and there were some nice moments. I particularly enjoyed the part where Eragon learns the magic words to cast spells. Brum (sp?) taught him the magic words for tree branches and other items found in nature. Well, in the chinese subtitles, the magic word for branch was "树枝". There's one part whereby Eragon puts his new found knowledge to good use, killing an evil, fat and bald man simply by uttering the magic words, which appeared to be 树枝, according to the subtitles. That part was soooo damn funny. Grace & I were giggling non-stop like goons. Can you imagine killing anyone just by saying chinese phrases? Our HCL teachers would be proud! I enjoyed laughing at those fat bald men. They look like they haven't bathed for years! And we were saying that fat bald men always get casted as butchers or evil henchmen. Tsktsk.
We walked around Marina but there wasn't much to see. It was also very crowded with people, teens and anyone you could call humans. Apparently these humans were fascinated by the purple baubles and balls hanging from the ceiling in the centre court. Despite loads of people, I managed to spot a pair of brown roxy shorts and a roxy wallet which I like. The wallet's very vintage and I LIKE VINTAGE STUFF :)
On the train ride home, I have to complain about those shameless public-kissing-and-caressing humans you call teenagers expressing their love. There were two couples on the carriage we were in. One of them was this really weird looking female who kept caressing her guy and kept kissing him. Well, it's not that sort of heck-care "I-don't-give-a-damn-who's-around" sort of kiss. Rather, it was the attention-seeking "I-want-everyone-to-see-me-smooch-with-my-boyfriend-and-feel-jealous" sort of kiss. How do I know? Well that female kept looking around when she kissed the guy and she had this smug look on her face. Give the female a "shameless" award already. And at the same time, give her a 丑怪物 award because she & her boyfriend were B.A.L.I.A! The other couple was simply sprawling on the MRT seats as though they owned the place.
It's these people that give teenagers a bad name.
Gotta read te shi. I guess I'll say to myself "happy reading".
RIGHT... I'm going town with Andrea tomorrow. Yay! :D Been so long. I wanna go forever21, topshop and basically just look around for nice clothes. Hehe :)
After mass today, went out with Grace to watch Eragon, using her FREE tickets :D Hohoho, I just saved $9.50*.
*$9.50 is a lot of money considering that I'm a broke fart.
Eragon was quite a nice movie. Not exactly thrilling but the scenery was great and there were some nice moments. I particularly enjoyed the part where Eragon learns the magic words to cast spells. Brum (sp?) taught him the magic words for tree branches and other items found in nature. Well, in the chinese subtitles, the magic word for branch was "树枝". There's one part whereby Eragon puts his new found knowledge to good use, killing an evil, fat and bald man simply by uttering the magic words, which appeared to be 树枝, according to the subtitles. That part was soooo damn funny. Grace & I were giggling non-stop like goons. Can you imagine killing anyone just by saying chinese phrases? Our HCL teachers would be proud! I enjoyed laughing at those fat bald men. They look like they haven't bathed for years! And we were saying that fat bald men always get casted as butchers or evil henchmen. Tsktsk.
We walked around Marina but there wasn't much to see. It was also very crowded with people, teens and anyone you could call humans. Apparently these humans were fascinated by the purple baubles and balls hanging from the ceiling in the centre court. Despite loads of people, I managed to spot a pair of brown roxy shorts and a roxy wallet which I like. The wallet's very vintage and I LIKE VINTAGE STUFF :)
On the train ride home, I have to complain about those shameless public-kissing-and-caressing humans you call teenagers expressing their love. There were two couples on the carriage we were in. One of them was this really weird looking female who kept caressing her guy and kept kissing him. Well, it's not that sort of heck-care "I-don't-give-a-damn-who's-around" sort of kiss. Rather, it was the attention-seeking "I-want-everyone-to-see-me-smooch-with-my-boyfriend-and-feel-jealous" sort of kiss. How do I know? Well that female kept looking around when she kissed the guy and she had this smug look on her face. Give the female a "shameless" award already. And at the same time, give her a 丑怪物 award because she & her boyfriend were B.A.L.I.A! The other couple was simply sprawling on the MRT seats as though they owned the place.
It's these people that give teenagers a bad name.
Gotta read te shi. I guess I'll say to myself "happy reading".
RIGHT... I'm going town with Andrea tomorrow. Yay! :D Been so long. I wanna go forever21, topshop and basically just look around for nice clothes. Hehe :)
Sunday, December 10, 2006
This post is titled Chain Reaction. It's an essay which was meant to be for my Commonwealth assignment but I used it for my Creative Arts Programme instead :)
Chain Reaction
Life is made up of chain reactions.
"Mummy, can I sit on the railings like you? It looks fun!"
"I'm going off. I'm going to a less painful world."
"Less painful world? You mean a world where it's always fun? Mummy, bring me along too!"
"No. I'm going off now. Take care of yourself. Good-bye."
"Mummy don't go! I want to go too!"
The little girl took the lift, to the bottom of the building. She was quite sad that her mother left without her.
Mummy, why are you sleeping on the road? There is blood all around you! Wake up, Mummy! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up… You still have to bring me to the fun world you were talking about!
But she wouldn't wake up. Her mother was dead, lying in a huge pool of blood on the rough gravel ground. Motionless - not moving. Not breathing. Lying there like a still-life art piece.
…
A few hours ago, when her mother was still alive, they were both at a hotel. She could remember her mother being very angry and they stormed into a hotel room without permission. Her mother simply looked stunned after seeing her husband.
“Daddy, how come you are lying on this bed naked?”
“Hello Auntie! Who are you? Why are you lying with my daddy?”
Her mother said nothing and pulled her out of the room. She asked her mother why her father was on the bed with "the auntie", but her mother would not answer. After asking for countless of times without getting as much as a grunt, the little girl simply gave up. Asking questions without an answer was not on her "favourite things to do" list.
Drop.
Drop. Drop.
Drop. Drop. Drop…
The tears from her mother's eyes began to flow like a tap that was turned on. The little girl felt the teardrops landing on her light pink dress, staining her dress with dark pink patches. She looked up at her mother’s face – it was crumpled and worn out with wrinkles all over, and tried to figure out why her mother was crying.
"Mummy, don't cry. Why are you crying? I’ll bite the person who bullied you. What happened?"
Her mother offered no reply. They continued walking as the little girl offered a piece of tissue paper to her mother. Her mother did not take it and they walked into a tall building. They took the lift that took them to the rooftop.
The rooftop was empty. Her mother disengaged herself from the little girl and sat on the railing on the rooftop.
…
Throughout the little girl's growing up years, she had to bear the pain of surviving without a mother. At first she could not fathom why her mother never woke up. It was not until someone told her that her mother committed suicide before she knew that her mother was dead. She could never understand the pain her mother felt and could not forgive her mother for killing herself. Her father did not want her either and did not bother to take care of her. After settling his ex-wife’s funeral, he simply left. The girl was left in an orphanage. Her whole life had been spent hating her mother and father.
The girl was now 30 years old. She was married and had a daughter who was only 5 years old. She thought she was happily married - until she found her husband with another woman on the same bed, lying there naked.
…
As the then-little girl, now-woman walked to the same building as she had done so 25 years ago with her mother, she began to cry.
Drop.
Drop. Drop.
Drop. Drop. Drop…
"Mummy, don’t cry. Why are you crying? I'll bite the person who bullied you. What happened?"
The woman, who was her "mummy" offered no reply. They took the lift that took them to the rooftop.
The rooftop was empty. The woman disengaged herself from her little girl and sat on the railing on the rooftop.
Now I finally understand why my mother committed suicide. The harsh reality of life and the pain makes it too difficult to continue living. As the saying goes, "like mother, like daughter", that is how my life was meant to be. Just like my mother.
"Mummy, can I sit on the railings too? It looks fun!"
"I'm going off. I’m going to a place where I can sleep forever."
"A place where you can sleep forever? You mean a world where it’s always fun? Mummy, I want to go too!"
"No. I'm going off now. Take care of yourself. Good-bye."
"Mummy don't go! Bring me along!"
The little girl took the lift, to the bottom of the building. She was quite sad that her mother left without her.
Mummy, why are you sleeping on the road? There is blood all around you! Wake up, Mummy! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up… You still have to bring me to the fun world you were talking about!
But she wouldn’t wake up. Her mother was dead, lying in a huge pool of blood on the rough gravel ground. Motionless - not moving. Not breathing. Lying there like a still-life art piece.
…
Life is made up of chain reactions. Everything in life will come to a full circle, a complete revolution; just like the series of events in a chain reaction - one event leads to another, then another and back to the beginning where it all began.
Chain reactions are never ending.
Chain Reaction
Life is made up of chain reactions.
"Mummy, can I sit on the railings like you? It looks fun!"
"I'm going off. I'm going to a less painful world."
"Less painful world? You mean a world where it's always fun? Mummy, bring me along too!"
"No. I'm going off now. Take care of yourself. Good-bye."
"Mummy don't go! I want to go too!"
The little girl took the lift, to the bottom of the building. She was quite sad that her mother left without her.
Mummy, why are you sleeping on the road? There is blood all around you! Wake up, Mummy! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up… You still have to bring me to the fun world you were talking about!
But she wouldn't wake up. Her mother was dead, lying in a huge pool of blood on the rough gravel ground. Motionless - not moving. Not breathing. Lying there like a still-life art piece.
…
A few hours ago, when her mother was still alive, they were both at a hotel. She could remember her mother being very angry and they stormed into a hotel room without permission. Her mother simply looked stunned after seeing her husband.
“Daddy, how come you are lying on this bed naked?”
“Hello Auntie! Who are you? Why are you lying with my daddy?”
Her mother said nothing and pulled her out of the room. She asked her mother why her father was on the bed with "the auntie", but her mother would not answer. After asking for countless of times without getting as much as a grunt, the little girl simply gave up. Asking questions without an answer was not on her "favourite things to do" list.
Drop.
Drop. Drop.
Drop. Drop. Drop…
The tears from her mother's eyes began to flow like a tap that was turned on. The little girl felt the teardrops landing on her light pink dress, staining her dress with dark pink patches. She looked up at her mother’s face – it was crumpled and worn out with wrinkles all over, and tried to figure out why her mother was crying.
"Mummy, don't cry. Why are you crying? I’ll bite the person who bullied you. What happened?"
Her mother offered no reply. They continued walking as the little girl offered a piece of tissue paper to her mother. Her mother did not take it and they walked into a tall building. They took the lift that took them to the rooftop.
The rooftop was empty. Her mother disengaged herself from the little girl and sat on the railing on the rooftop.
…
Throughout the little girl's growing up years, she had to bear the pain of surviving without a mother. At first she could not fathom why her mother never woke up. It was not until someone told her that her mother committed suicide before she knew that her mother was dead. She could never understand the pain her mother felt and could not forgive her mother for killing herself. Her father did not want her either and did not bother to take care of her. After settling his ex-wife’s funeral, he simply left. The girl was left in an orphanage. Her whole life had been spent hating her mother and father.
The girl was now 30 years old. She was married and had a daughter who was only 5 years old. She thought she was happily married - until she found her husband with another woman on the same bed, lying there naked.
…
As the then-little girl, now-woman walked to the same building as she had done so 25 years ago with her mother, she began to cry.
Drop.
Drop. Drop.
Drop. Drop. Drop…
"Mummy, don’t cry. Why are you crying? I'll bite the person who bullied you. What happened?"
The woman, who was her "mummy" offered no reply. They took the lift that took them to the rooftop.
The rooftop was empty. The woman disengaged herself from her little girl and sat on the railing on the rooftop.
Now I finally understand why my mother committed suicide. The harsh reality of life and the pain makes it too difficult to continue living. As the saying goes, "like mother, like daughter", that is how my life was meant to be. Just like my mother.
"Mummy, can I sit on the railings too? It looks fun!"
"I'm going off. I’m going to a place where I can sleep forever."
"A place where you can sleep forever? You mean a world where it’s always fun? Mummy, I want to go too!"
"No. I'm going off now. Take care of yourself. Good-bye."
"Mummy don't go! Bring me along!"
The little girl took the lift, to the bottom of the building. She was quite sad that her mother left without her.
Mummy, why are you sleeping on the road? There is blood all around you! Wake up, Mummy! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up… You still have to bring me to the fun world you were talking about!
But she wouldn’t wake up. Her mother was dead, lying in a huge pool of blood on the rough gravel ground. Motionless - not moving. Not breathing. Lying there like a still-life art piece.
…
Life is made up of chain reactions. Everything in life will come to a full circle, a complete revolution; just like the series of events in a chain reaction - one event leads to another, then another and back to the beginning where it all began.
Chain reactions are never ending.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
This entry is a story entitled "Hole in the Heart".
Alright, I have a story for everyone. It's not intended to be comical or humourous, but if you do see it in that light, then well, alright. The characters in the story do not represent anyone. It's just a story with a moral.
One fine day, a kukunanapoo (don't ask what is that) was cheated by an ass and was left with a painful wound (a hole in the heart). As time went by, the wound did not get better, in both physical and emotional aspects. It still hurt as ever and the kukunanapoo felt very sad and terrible.
The kukunanapoo would try to fill the empty hole in the heart by eating lots of chocolates. As everyone knows, chocolates can be quite addictive. The kukunanapoo got addicted to the chocolates and always ate them when it felt the pain and sadness. Everytime it ate a chocolate, it made the kukunanapoo feel very good and it made the kukunanapoo think that the hole in the heart was no longer empty.
Little did the kukunanapoo know that the hole in the heart was slowly filled with chocolates. The hole was getting smaller whereas the amount of chocolates became more and more...
The kukunanapoo had a good friend. Its good friend was a banana, however they had not met for a very long time. One day, the banana & the kunanapoo were talking. The kukunanapoo told the banana about eating chocolates to "fill the hole in its heart". The banana listened intently.
The banana told the kukunanapoo that it understood that it was painful to have a hole in the heart. However, the hole in the heart should not be filled with chocolates. Chocolates are addictive and they only helped to ease the pain temporarily. The hole in the heart should be filled with something more substantial, something which could really really stop the pain.
At this moment, the kukunanapoo was shocked, but it continued to listen to the banana.
Due to the chocolates in the hole, the banana told the kukunanapoo, the kukunanapoo might not be able to clear the hole to make way for something real, something that could really ease the pain and fill the hole.
The kukunanapoo was really worried after hearing what the banana said. The kukunanapoo looked at itself. It realised that the hole was really being filled with chocolates.
The banana sensed the worry in the kukunanapoo and told the kukunanapoo that it understood that an open wound hurt a lot. The banana told the kukunanapoo to dig out the chocoolates, and leave the hole in the heart to be filled with something real. The banana said that it would be painful, but the kukunanapoo could do it.
The kukunanapoo tried to dig out the chocolates bit by bit. It was extremely painful at first, but the kukunanapoo kept trying...
In life, if you are unable to forget someone whom you like, don't try to fill your emotional wound and emptiness with memories of your past. It might be comforting, re-assuring but if you keep thinking about the past, you won't be able to forget about the past memories when the right person comes along. Let memories be memories. Don't try to revive past memories to fill the emptiness and heal the wound inside you. Keep the hole empty for someone real.
Nice story? Haha :D
Alright, I have a story for everyone. It's not intended to be comical or humourous, but if you do see it in that light, then well, alright. The characters in the story do not represent anyone. It's just a story with a moral.
One fine day, a kukunanapoo (don't ask what is that) was cheated by an ass and was left with a painful wound (a hole in the heart). As time went by, the wound did not get better, in both physical and emotional aspects. It still hurt as ever and the kukunanapoo felt very sad and terrible.
The kukunanapoo would try to fill the empty hole in the heart by eating lots of chocolates. As everyone knows, chocolates can be quite addictive. The kukunanapoo got addicted to the chocolates and always ate them when it felt the pain and sadness. Everytime it ate a chocolate, it made the kukunanapoo feel very good and it made the kukunanapoo think that the hole in the heart was no longer empty.
Little did the kukunanapoo know that the hole in the heart was slowly filled with chocolates. The hole was getting smaller whereas the amount of chocolates became more and more...
The kukunanapoo had a good friend. Its good friend was a banana, however they had not met for a very long time. One day, the banana & the kunanapoo were talking. The kukunanapoo told the banana about eating chocolates to "fill the hole in its heart". The banana listened intently.
The banana told the kukunanapoo that it understood that it was painful to have a hole in the heart. However, the hole in the heart should not be filled with chocolates. Chocolates are addictive and they only helped to ease the pain temporarily. The hole in the heart should be filled with something more substantial, something which could really really stop the pain.
At this moment, the kukunanapoo was shocked, but it continued to listen to the banana.
Due to the chocolates in the hole, the banana told the kukunanapoo, the kukunanapoo might not be able to clear the hole to make way for something real, something that could really ease the pain and fill the hole.
The kukunanapoo was really worried after hearing what the banana said. The kukunanapoo looked at itself. It realised that the hole was really being filled with chocolates.
The banana sensed the worry in the kukunanapoo and told the kukunanapoo that it understood that an open wound hurt a lot. The banana told the kukunanapoo to dig out the chocoolates, and leave the hole in the heart to be filled with something real. The banana said that it would be painful, but the kukunanapoo could do it.
The kukunanapoo tried to dig out the chocolates bit by bit. It was extremely painful at first, but the kukunanapoo kept trying...
In life, if you are unable to forget someone whom you like, don't try to fill your emotional wound and emptiness with memories of your past. It might be comforting, re-assuring but if you keep thinking about the past, you won't be able to forget about the past memories when the right person comes along. Let memories be memories. Don't try to revive past memories to fill the emptiness and heal the wound inside you. Keep the hole empty for someone real.
Nice story? Haha :D