name: Ariel T♥
gender: Female
I'm:
Introspectively retrospect
& flawlessly flawed.
But I'm about as shallow as you are.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
I can't believe time has passed by so quickly. It's kinda hard to believe that I'm in secondary 3 now...
Hand-over.
It's gonna come really soon. During open house, I was reflecting. I realised that I have 3 years, just 3 short years to make a change, or make a difference. As a senior member of el, I really hope that before I leave rv, eldds will become like what it used to be. At least, I hope that we excel in everything we do.
There's so much I would like to accomplish, but I'm just afraid there isn't enough time.
There's so much which I think I could and would do for el.
But there is never enough time.
I would really want to see every performance a success.
I would like to see us winning competitions.
I would like to have a really bonded cca.
I would really want to see us excelling in drama, debates & backstage.
I wish to see everyone being happy in el.
I seriously hope that el will become the "cream of the crop" in rv, despite the severe lack of "appropriate" school culture & support. I hope for more funding as well... There's so much more I think we can achieve with extra funding.
In 3 years, I hope we can make these dreams turn into reality.
We'll show them that we have all it takes to get there.
Hand-over.
It's gonna come really soon. During open house, I was reflecting. I realised that I have 3 years, just 3 short years to make a change, or make a difference. As a senior member of el, I really hope that before I leave rv, eldds will become like what it used to be. At least, I hope that we excel in everything we do.
There's so much I would like to accomplish, but I'm just afraid there isn't enough time.
There's so much which I think I could and would do for el.
But there is never enough time.
I would really want to see every performance a success.
I would like to see us winning competitions.
I would like to have a really bonded cca.
I would really want to see us excelling in drama, debates & backstage.
I wish to see everyone being happy in el.
I seriously hope that el will become the "cream of the crop" in rv, despite the severe lack of "appropriate" school culture & support. I hope for more funding as well... There's so much more I think we can achieve with extra funding.
In 3 years, I hope we can make these dreams turn into reality.
We'll show them that we have all it takes to get there.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
I hate people who make insinuations.
What do they expect you to do when they make insinuations?
Nod your head and go, "oh yes, I agree". Or, smile and accept the "joke".
If you often makes derogatory remarks without realizing it, then you're probably the one. You're the tactless person who states whatever that comes to your mind at that point of time.
Your insinuations don't really bother me. Girl, it's time to check your attitude and mind. Really dear, you try too hard to make people laugh.
The most entertaining thing? To see you try with everyone around you giving an awkward smile in return. You accept happily, assuming that you've succeeded.
You know I really hate you, when I smile along with you when you insinuate me.
What do they expect you to do when they make insinuations?
Nod your head and go, "oh yes, I agree". Or, smile and accept the "joke".
If you often makes derogatory remarks without realizing it, then you're probably the one. You're the tactless person who states whatever that comes to your mind at that point of time.
Your insinuations don't really bother me. Girl, it's time to check your attitude and mind. Really dear, you try too hard to make people laugh.
The most entertaining thing? To see you try with everyone around you giving an awkward smile in return. You accept happily, assuming that you've succeeded.
You know I really hate you, when I smile along with you when you insinuate me.
Little House - The Fray
She doesn't look, she doesn't see
Opens up for nobody
Figures out, she figures out
Narrow line, she can't decide
Everything short of suicide
Never hurts, nearly works
Something is scratching
Its way out
Something you want
To forget about
A part of you that'll never show
You're the only one that'll ever know
Take it back when it all began
Take your time, would you understand
What it's all about?
What it's all about?
Something is scratching
Its way out
Something you want
To forget about
No one expects
You get up
All on your own with
No one around
Something is scratching
Its way out
Something you want
To forget about
No one expects
You get up
All on your own with
No one around
She doesn't look, she doesn't see
Opens up for nobody
Figures out, she figures out
Narrow line, she can't decide
Everything short of suicide
Never hurts, nearly works
Something is scratching
Its way out
Something you want
To forget about
A part of you that'll never show
You're the only one that'll ever know
Take it back when it all began
Take your time, would you understand
What it's all about?
What it's all about?
Something is scratching
Its way out
Something you want
To forget about
No one expects
You get up
All on your own with
No one around
Something is scratching
Its way out
Something you want
To forget about
No one expects
You get up
All on your own with
No one around
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
And I absolutely detest people who try too hard.
I'm counting down... It's just 3 more days to "freedom". Not total freedom, but who cares? I needn't go for lessons for 1 month. Whee :) And it's hmm... about 9 more days before I go to Nagasaki. Once again, I'm doing my countdown. Haha.
The days are getting longer though. I practically slept my way through math lesson...
I'm definitely not looking forward to getting back my papers. Sigh. So disappointing, yet somewhat expected. I feel somewhat hopeless.
Tsk.
Left with 49 more books to go. Lol. I guess I could cross out 1 soon. I'm planning to finish "The Remains of the Day" as soon as possible, and start on "Kite Runner".
Okay... This is such a disorganised post.
#$%$^&
Now, moving on to my day at school...
I feel utterly amazed at how limited our vocabulary is. I sat through assembly today, listening to the campaign speeches. I noticed that nearly every candidate was saying "and I am a proud member of (name of cca)" OR "vote wisely" OR "I will do my best". Does anyone know how boring that gets? Or should we have vocabulary lessons? Because I think we seriously need to expand our vocabulary. Inject some interesting words or phrases. Maybe that'll set your speech apart from the rest.
I hate politcally correct speeches.
Nothing, NOTHING, irritates me more than hypocrites, politcally correct people who say/do politcally correct things just to be politically correct. When you say you have a right to speak freely, someone will probably tell you that you need to exercise respect while speaking, and of course, speak with a motive in mind. Like "selling yourself".
"I'm for sale. Not only can I cook, clean and be a good slave, I can entertain you as well. So yes, vote for me. I'm the best person for it."
Yeah. Like that.
Why do people who don't believe in whatever they're saying, find it alright to betray yourself in order to gain the likes of others? Isn't it more important to live for yourself, literally? For your own thoughts, beliefs and rights? I think it's fine to say what you want, but you just have to be polite. Well if you are tactful and mindful, then you'd have no problem at all.
When does anyone ever stop once, or twice to think about the issue we're concerned with? Can't we see from another perspective? Or is everyone simply too preoccupied with their own ideas and beliefs?
Open-mindedness... Haha. Practise what you preach. You're our "role models".
Sometimes humans can be so screwed up.
The days are getting longer though. I practically slept my way through math lesson...
I'm definitely not looking forward to getting back my papers. Sigh. So disappointing, yet somewhat expected. I feel somewhat hopeless.
Tsk.
Left with 49 more books to go. Lol. I guess I could cross out 1 soon. I'm planning to finish "The Remains of the Day" as soon as possible, and start on "Kite Runner".
Okay... This is such a disorganised post.
#$%$^&
Now, moving on to my day at school...
I feel utterly amazed at how limited our vocabulary is. I sat through assembly today, listening to the campaign speeches. I noticed that nearly every candidate was saying "and I am a proud member of (name of cca)" OR "vote wisely" OR "I will do my best". Does anyone know how boring that gets? Or should we have vocabulary lessons? Because I think we seriously need to expand our vocabulary. Inject some interesting words or phrases. Maybe that'll set your speech apart from the rest.
I hate politcally correct speeches.
Nothing, NOTHING, irritates me more than hypocrites, politcally correct people who say/do politcally correct things just to be politically correct. When you say you have a right to speak freely, someone will probably tell you that you need to exercise respect while speaking, and of course, speak with a motive in mind. Like "selling yourself".
"I'm for sale. Not only can I cook, clean and be a good slave, I can entertain you as well. So yes, vote for me. I'm the best person for it."
Yeah. Like that.
Why do people who don't believe in whatever they're saying, find it alright to betray yourself in order to gain the likes of others? Isn't it more important to live for yourself, literally? For your own thoughts, beliefs and rights? I think it's fine to say what you want, but you just have to be polite. Well if you are tactful and mindful, then you'd have no problem at all.
When does anyone ever stop once, or twice to think about the issue we're concerned with? Can't we see from another perspective? Or is everyone simply too preoccupied with their own ideas and beliefs?
Open-mindedness... Haha. Practise what you preach. You're our "role models".
Sometimes humans can be so screwed up.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I've doing quite a bit of reading lately. Finished reading a few of Kazuo Ishiguro's books. I wanna finish reading the "night" novels.
I wish I had some discount voucher or something...
Anyway, I have been visiting the online news websites to read the headlines and articles. Since nearly everyone says that rv students hardly know any current affairs, I shall attempt to prove these people wrong. Hahaha.
I shall also read more. Shall set a target of 50 books by end of this year. Seems possible.
I wish I had some discount voucher or something...
Anyway, I have been visiting the online news websites to read the headlines and articles. Since nearly everyone says that rv students hardly know any current affairs, I shall attempt to prove these people wrong. Hahaha.
I shall also read more. Shall set a target of 50 books by end of this year. Seems possible.
Monday, May 07, 2007
Okay when I typed the title of this post I swear I could hear CBH's voice and LLM's voice reading the respective subjects. Haha. So funny!
I need to practise maths! Came online to download the practice paper and blog a little.
SS Paper was alright. Didn't finish my cheesy speech though. As for Bio, darn wasted. Didn't study the last chapter and questions with regard to nutrition came out.
$%@#*&
Sigh. Never mind, at least I know I could do it. That makes a difference to me.
I'm seriously crossing my fingers (and heart). I hope I did alright for History & English. Chemistry and HCL was better than expected. But somehow I don't think I did my best.
2 more days to freedom, anyway! Can't wait to buy the peach pink esprit jacket :D
Which reminds me... I gained so much weight. Tsk.
I need to practise maths! Came online to download the practice paper and blog a little.
SS Paper was alright. Didn't finish my cheesy speech though. As for Bio, darn wasted. Didn't study the last chapter and questions with regard to nutrition came out.
$%@#*&
Sigh. Never mind, at least I know I could do it. That makes a difference to me.
I'm seriously crossing my fingers (and heart). I hope I did alright for History & English. Chemistry and HCL was better than expected. But somehow I don't think I did my best.
2 more days to freedom, anyway! Can't wait to buy the peach pink esprit jacket :D
Which reminds me... I gained so much weight. Tsk.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
There's so much I wanna do after the exams, or at least by this year.
So much!
So much!
So much!!!
It doesn't seem very likely that I'll be able to do anything that I want to. But then again, I could try.
Sigh.
Okay, life looks bleak and completely meaningless right now. Stupid people, stupid commitments. Yet it is worse knowing that some stupid people never fail to reject your plans and give you stupid excuses.
You can never accomplish what you want to.
Bloody hell. I hate phone calls. I absolutely hate it when the bloody house phone rings when I'm doing something. When I have a house next time, I'm not going to buy any bloody phones. A bloody nuisance. Then my irritating mother can't bug me. I hate picking up phone calls.
Yeah, life just sucks right now. I'm not contented with anything that I have. To put it plainly, I have nothing at all.
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride
- I Can't Decide, Scissor Sisters
How apposite.
So much!
So much!
So much!!!
It doesn't seem very likely that I'll be able to do anything that I want to. But then again, I could try.
Sigh.
Okay, life looks bleak and completely meaningless right now. Stupid people, stupid commitments. Yet it is worse knowing that some stupid people never fail to reject your plans and give you stupid excuses.
You can never accomplish what you want to.
Bloody hell. I hate phone calls. I absolutely hate it when the bloody house phone rings when I'm doing something. When I have a house next time, I'm not going to buy any bloody phones. A bloody nuisance. Then my irritating mother can't bug me. I hate picking up phone calls.
Yeah, life just sucks right now. I'm not contented with anything that I have. To put it plainly, I have nothing at all.
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride
- I Can't Decide, Scissor Sisters
How apposite.
Today's the first day of the IMCB attachment. 1 day down, 2 days to go. There were plenty of tales (tails).
Lab coats tails. Anyway, it's kinda fun to wear the white lab coats. Novel experience.
Hairy mouse tails. We used a small portion of a mouse's tail to test for TAZ. The tail was hairy and the hairs were spiked (doesn't that remind you of someone? Haha). I was quite fascinated with the tiny bits of hair and the cross-section of the tails... I guess I am kinda sadistic to a certain extent. Too bad the tails were considered biohazardous.
Will be taking my Chemistry paper & HCL paper on Saturday; followed by biology supplementary class...
History paper was tough. T-O-U-G-H. Sigh. That's an A gone.
Lab coats tails. Anyway, it's kinda fun to wear the white lab coats. Novel experience.
Hairy mouse tails. We used a small portion of a mouse's tail to test for TAZ. The tail was hairy and the hairs were spiked (doesn't that remind you of someone? Haha). I was quite fascinated with the tiny bits of hair and the cross-section of the tails... I guess I am kinda sadistic to a certain extent. Too bad the tails were considered biohazardous.
Will be taking my Chemistry paper & HCL paper on Saturday; followed by biology supplementary class...
History paper was tough. T-O-U-G-H. Sigh. That's an A gone.