I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
Mmmm

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you meant me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

*Well I quite like this song. It's nice :) The part in bold is really sweet

There's biology test and chemistry test tomorrow. I'm cramming everything into the last day, as usual. Really regretting this now... Tsktsktsk.

Well, I've been reading the biology textbook for the past two hours and highlighting the main points. There's just so much to remember & study... Tsk. Everything's going okay though. Can understand the concepts & connections. Now it's just a matter of being able to remember or not.

As for Chemistry, I haven't even touched it. I shall read the notes later & perhaps the textbook for extra information.

In any case, my panic button's not switched on. After several experiences of switching it on, panicking like hell and not completing a single thing, it's time to leave that button switched off for now.

Can't believe I actually bother to type all this. Alright, back to studying then :)

Lesson 1:
Everything's mundane
& anything can wait for its time.
Because nothing's impossible.

Lesson 2:
Yet fate is such an abstract concept.
Lives interwind &
Stories untwined.

If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
Well here we go now one more time

'cause i tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I can get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this
I guess i was wrong now one more time
Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I can get down to the ground
And i tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this,

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this

Sick cycle carousel, this is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle yeah

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

When will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel

Well it's another weekend. Can't believe that a week has passed since CNY. Time passes us by so quickly without us even realising it.

This weekend is short. Thankfully, the amount of homework is much lesser as compared to the previous weekend. Anyhow, I can relax a little because some important tests are over.

I can't help but feel disappointed about my maths and physics test. I screwed them up... I'd be really lucky if I could pass, so I'm not exactly hoping for too much. Regardless of the results I'll receive, I'll work harder next time. Definitely will try my best to study as early as possible and not cramp everything into the last minute. I guess I need horrible test results to tell me to "wake up" & stop stoning...

I wish for the March Holidays.

All names, except for Grace's & mine, have been replaced with a *.

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:17 PM):
physics is as exciting to me, as singapore studies is to you grace

kiss from a rose; says (10:17 PM):
OMG

kiss from a rose; says (10:17 PM):
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

kiss from a rose; says (10:17 PM):
it's NOT exciting.

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:17 PM):
haha!

kiss from a rose; says (10:17 PM):
history is exciting.

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:17 PM):
oh ya

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:17 PM):
* teaches history too :P

kiss from a rose; says (10:18 PM):
what?!
kiss from a rose; says (10:18 PM):
i thought he only teaches ss

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:19 PM):
never mind

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:19 PM):
what's important is that he learnt history too

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:19 PM):
maybe you might wanna study about his history

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:19 PM):
hehe

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:19 PM):
ROFL

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:20 PM):
study his history and plan for singapore's future hehe

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:20 PM):
ignore me. i'm feeling damn cheeky now

kiss from a rose; says (10:20 PM):
no i do not wanna learn about his history

kiss from a rose; says (10:20 PM):
omg plan for sg's future?

kiss from a rose; says (10:20 PM):
that sounds so patriotic

kiss from a rose; says (10:20 PM):
and now everything related to singapore studies and national day and stuff reminds me of HIM!

kiss from a rose; says (10:20 PM):
ohnoooooooooooo.

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:21 PM):
haha national day with be spent at kallang stadium or padang

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:21 PM):
mmm sound sgreat eh?

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:21 PM):
sounds*

kiss from a rose; says (10:21 PM):
actually i dont mind learning about his history if i weren't rumoured to be related to him in such a way

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:21 PM):
woots! and you could wear red, while he wore white

kiss from a rose; says (10:21 PM):
ohman.

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:21 PM):
i'm laughing real hard now

kiss from a rose; says (10:21 PM):
right. and i wear a crescent and five stars as badge

kiss from a rose; says (10:22 PM):
and he can carry me over his head

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:22 PM):
YES COOL NESS!!!

kiss from a rose; says (10:22 PM):
and we'll look like sg flag

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:22 PM):
OMG to think you could think of that

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:22 PM):
WTF

kiss from a rose; says (10:22 PM):
coolness?!

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:22 PM):
so funny

729% deliriousness ! [disCo:] says (10:22 PM):
SO FUNNY

kiss from a rose; says (10:22 PM):
ohnoooo

I LOVE POKING PEOPLE :D POKE!

You know things have changed when you look back at your old posts and laugh about how foolish or naive you were back then. You laugh about how easily contented you were and how simple minded you could be...

Somehow I couldn't really bear to delete my old blogs. All these memories surely are worth reading and re-reading. Every single entry captures a single day in my life...

Alright, I was just reminiscing about 2006.

Okay, KK has finally changed the Gap top to Treasu(red). Same as my sister's. Quite contented now. I'm kinda looking forward to tomorrow, cos I'm going to Vivo with my parents. I'm planning to bug them for something. Hopefully they'll buy it for me. After all, I have been such an angel these few days :D

There's so much stuff I wanna get! And I shall save enough to buy what I want. I don't exactly spend a few thousand dollars of my parents' money on new year clothes or shoes or underwear. Haha.

Well, I'll have to control my eating. Won't touch any snacks at night and it's back to dieting when the Chinese New Year holidays are over.

I wonder how fat people dare to wear tight clothing. Self-confidence is one thing, but having no sense of shame is another. I think I've seen enough fat bulging out of shirts, pants, etc and seams looking ready to burst out with fat that wobbles like jellies on plates. Not exactly implying that skinny is pretty or fat is ugly. It's just that people need to know how to dress appropriately. Making others suffer at the sight of your "self-confidence" & blubber is pure torture for the onlookers and a wicked deed committed by the criminals.

Yes I'm feeling evil.

You know how some simple things in life can make you happy?
It's quite amazing how people can get happily so easily.

I have a lot of homework &
yet I still smile :)

Quote of the day: "So what if its only a HUNDRED? At least I bought stuff that looked nicer than their UNDERWEAR or THOUSAND DOLLAR CLOTHES!"

In case you're wondering, don't bother asking why Grace & I have the same quotes. The explanation is so simple, you would regret asking. The reason - we happen to have telepathy & happen to be non-related triplets (the third's Veron).

Haha.

Second quote of the day: "I'm a rat and you guys are bananas."

Third quote of the day: "I live for the way you look at me when I die."
Isn't that quote nice? I'm so infatuated with it that I can't help share this with everyone :D

16 February 2007 = 16.2.2007
First digit: 1+6=7
Since 2 is the number in the middle, let the second digit remain as 2.
2+0+0+7=9
The result is 729.

I love number games.

Okay, I've been in a delirious state of pure happiness nowadays ;D This mainly stems from being contented with whatever I have now.

I just bought my capi & tights. Finally managed to buy it! The capi is filled with dots of many colours - $38, tights - $33.

I'm in love with plaids, stripes, leggings, red, hotpink, tunics, buttons & everything retro.
& falling 729% deliriously in love with everything that is :)

Sigh! I was basically flipping through some magazines just now. As with girl-ly magazines, there's always lots and lots of clothes spread out on the pages, or on the models.

Now I have this aspiration to become a label designer + have my own label. 100% most desi(red). Fluffy dreams? The possibility of becoming one is 0% or 50% (50% if I am able to earn enough in the future to pursuit this 'other-worldly' dream).

I'm in love with plaids, stripes, leggings, red & hotpink.
And more plaids, stripes, leggings, red & hotpink.
And capis & tunics and flow-y tops and more.
And denim skirts & shorts (I'd never expect myself to say so).
And retro.
And losing weight.
And everything that is.

I've lost 3.6kg so far. It's 5kg more to go!

It's:

729% deliriousness
100% satisfaction
0% stress
50% tired

& infinitely happy :)

It's one thing to feel:

729% deliriousness,
877% hatred,
0% love,
0% trust,
0% communication,
877% dislike
& 100% immense dislike

You can't force it. Neither can you ignore the facts of the past nor forget how you truly feel, nor act the saint, nor be so rep-minded. In other words; in this case, it's best to shut up & stop being a hypocrite. There's no such thing as "I love you, you love me; we're a hppy family.".

Stop deluding everyone around you.

STRESSED bubble.
WORRIED bubble.
FEAR bubble.

What will tomorrow bring? Burst all the bubbles.
It's not a perfect day.

Me & Grace absolutely love Wednesdays because:

It's slacky time!
We have debates on Wednesday - I never knew debates could be so interesting.

& we have cca tomorrow!

Have I mentioned that I'm deliriously in love with red & the number 729?

Ariel T♥

Ariel was born on 15 March '92. Ariel studies in RVHS and is part of eldds (which is her greatest love!). Ariel is also in 3A'07. History is Ariel's all-time favourite subject. Ariel really likes Biology as well.

Ariel is 100% whimsical/serious/dramatic/crazy! Actually, Ariel likes being a joker, really.

Ariel loves reading, shopping, dresses, colourful items & listening to music :) Ariel has particular disdain for pork, ugly handwriting and ugly attention-seeking whores. Ariel believes in carrying-your-own-shopping-bag [Shame on you Dickhead!]. Yes, Ariel is trying to do her bit for the environment and nothing will stop her.

Currently hearts & wants: i-pod nano (it's not red but never mind :), electric guitar, tennis racket, dresses [ lots and lots! ], shorts & tees [ lots and lots! ]

Wishes to: score ace results (well there's next year), learn how to play the electric guitar & take up tennis