name: Ariel T♥
gender: Female
I'm:
Introspectively retrospect
& flawlessly flawed.
But I'm about as shallow as you are.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
I'm looking forward to tomorrow's History paper. Anticipating it, yet worrying about it. I have no idea what to expect, so I just revised all that I could. Hopefully, I'll be able to do well tomorrow.
I never fully experienced the joys of studying until... now? I think studying is quite fun, but only when you study the subjects you enjoy. Studying chinese used to be such pain for me in primary school. Not that I like it now, of course, but it's less painful because I needn't hit the books at all. I wish I only took one subject - History. That'll be damn nice cos I would only need to study History. Haha.
Alright, "nerd" me thinks it's fun to study because that's the only time I enjoy uninterrupted hours of reading & learning. No pesky mother to nag at you, no grandmother to yak beside your ear, no dog to irritate you, no father to make dumb comments and no sister to barge into your room. All I have to do is say "Tsk! My exams are coming." and they'd leave me alone. Finally - yay!
Taken a fancy to bossa nova music. Listen to the second song on my playlist. You may not like it since most people really prefer mainstream pop. Anyhow, it's my "it" song at the moment. Lol.
I never fully experienced the joys of studying until... now? I think studying is quite fun, but only when you study the subjects you enjoy. Studying chinese used to be such pain for me in primary school. Not that I like it now, of course, but it's less painful because I needn't hit the books at all. I wish I only took one subject - History. That'll be damn nice cos I would only need to study History. Haha.
Alright, "nerd" me thinks it's fun to study because that's the only time I enjoy uninterrupted hours of reading & learning. No pesky mother to nag at you, no grandmother to yak beside your ear, no dog to irritate you, no father to make dumb comments and no sister to barge into your room. All I have to do is say "Tsk! My exams are coming." and they'd leave me alone. Finally - yay!
Taken a fancy to bossa nova music. Listen to the second song on my playlist. You may not like it since most people really prefer mainstream pop. Anyhow, it's my "it" song at the moment. Lol.
Friday, April 27, 2007
I don't feel like dancing studying.
I suppose it's just a week or two to freedom.
I've taken a liking to Scissor Sisters' "I don't feel like dancing" :D Play it!
I suppose it's just a week or two to freedom.
I've taken a liking to Scissor Sisters' "I don't feel like dancing" :D Play it!
We managed a Bronze. But that's alright.
I've learnt a lot through this experience & I'm sure the others did too.
I can safely say that this whole journey made me love eldds all over again :)
I ♥ eL!
I've learnt a lot through this experience & I'm sure the others did too.
I can safely say that this whole journey made me love eldds all over again :)
I ♥ eL!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
I hate it when people are passive.
I hate passive people.
I hate passive people.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
菊花台 - 周杰伦
你的泪光柔弱中带伤
惨白的月儿弯弯固住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望
雨轻轻叹朱红色的窗
我依身在纸上被风吹乱
梦在远方化成一缕香
随风飘散你的模样
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠
我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
花已伤完
飘落了灿烂
凋谢的市道上冥冥不堪
手摸独樵愁心拆两半
他已上不了爱一辈子摇晃
谁的江山马蹄声慌乱
我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑
天微微亮你轻声的叹
一夜惆怅如此委婉
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠
我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠
我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
你的泪光柔弱中带伤
惨白的月儿弯弯固住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望
雨轻轻叹朱红色的窗
我依身在纸上被风吹乱
梦在远方化成一缕香
随风飘散你的模样
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠
我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
花已伤完
飘落了灿烂
凋谢的市道上冥冥不堪
手摸独樵愁心拆两半
他已上不了爱一辈子摇晃
谁的江山马蹄声慌乱
我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑
天微微亮你轻声的叹
一夜惆怅如此委婉
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠
我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
菊花灿烂地烧
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠
我心事静静躺
被风乱也微摇
你的影子剪不断
独留我孤单在湖面神伤
This is a belated SYF post which I had intended to type it out on Wednesday, right after SYF. I didn't type this out because I knew I would be crying while I typed. It took me quite a few days to control my emotions and today I've finally got the courage to type this post.
We haven't gotten our results yet, but that's not the issue I'm concerned with.
I've been very sentimental lately. Reminisced about the past 2 years I spent in el and did some reflections, of course. Sigh.
I'm...
I don't know. I am glad that I managed to regain my passion. But I regret some things I did, some words I said. I feel lost as to what I should do. When the deed is done, there is a price to be paid.
I can't accept the fact that SYF is over in a matter of a mere 20 minutes. 5 months of preparations, 20 minutes to perform; 1 moment to shine.
I miss being on stage. I miss acting the scenes over and over again. I miss hanging out with "my gang" and practising our laughs and movements. I miss the whole process. I miss the pains of juggling both drama and debates. I miss the fun I had everytime I put on my costume. I miss that slight fear of Renee everytime she attempts to put makeup on me. I miss poking fun at BO boy. I miss jumping around. I miss LT1. I miss EL. I miss everyone in EL. I miss the cast, the crew. Everyone. Every moment.
Like Grace, I wish I could turn back time. If I had the power to do so, I would turn it back. All the way when I first started. All the way back in sec 1. I would change what I could. Change everything. Change the chain of events. I would.
Waimin is right. When you've lost it before, you'll treasure it even more.
We haven't gotten our results yet, but that's not the issue I'm concerned with.
I've been very sentimental lately. Reminisced about the past 2 years I spent in el and did some reflections, of course. Sigh.
I'm...
I don't know. I am glad that I managed to regain my passion. But I regret some things I did, some words I said. I feel lost as to what I should do. When the deed is done, there is a price to be paid.
I can't accept the fact that SYF is over in a matter of a mere 20 minutes. 5 months of preparations, 20 minutes to perform; 1 moment to shine.
I miss being on stage. I miss acting the scenes over and over again. I miss hanging out with "my gang" and practising our laughs and movements. I miss the whole process. I miss the pains of juggling both drama and debates. I miss the fun I had everytime I put on my costume. I miss that slight fear of Renee everytime she attempts to put makeup on me. I miss poking fun at BO boy. I miss jumping around. I miss LT1. I miss EL. I miss everyone in EL. I miss the cast, the crew. Everyone. Every moment.
Like Grace, I wish I could turn back time. If I had the power to do so, I would turn it back. All the way when I first started. All the way back in sec 1. I would change what I could. Change everything. Change the chain of events. I would.
Waimin is right. When you've lost it before, you'll treasure it even more.
Monday, April 09, 2007
SYF judging date is nearing...
EL's all that's on my mind right now. Maths homework can wait. The itch, well, the itch can just remain itchy.
I hate to think about my sec 1 & 2 life in eldds. I can't believe that I ever once thought of quitting eldds.
I've lost my passion for eldds so many times before. It's so easy to lose your passion. I don't know what was in my mind then, but it seemed so easy to hate going for cca. I hated the drama games. Hated the people. Hated everything.
I never thought that I could get it back. I always thought I've lost it.
I've lost it before but now, I've got it back.
I will hold onto it and believe in it and never ever let go of it.
Passion is like a never-dying flame.
It burns really brightly sometimes.
And it becomes weak at times.
However, it never goes out.
If it goes out, don't let it remain like that.
The most important thing is to keep it burning again.
No matter how far the destination is, no matter how long it will take, we will get there.
EL's all that's on my mind right now. Maths homework can wait. The itch, well, the itch can just remain itchy.
I hate to think about my sec 1 & 2 life in eldds. I can't believe that I ever once thought of quitting eldds.
I've lost my passion for eldds so many times before. It's so easy to lose your passion. I don't know what was in my mind then, but it seemed so easy to hate going for cca. I hated the drama games. Hated the people. Hated everything.
I never thought that I could get it back. I always thought I've lost it.
I've lost it before but now, I've got it back.
I will hold onto it and believe in it and never ever let go of it.
Passion is like a never-dying flame.
It burns really brightly sometimes.
And it becomes weak at times.
However, it never goes out.
If it goes out, don't let it remain like that.
The most important thing is to keep it burning again.
No matter how far the destination is, no matter how long it will take, we will get there.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONICA :)
[My dear B2 is now 15 years old! And yes, I wanna celebrate your birthday after our SYF judging's over :]
Anyway, I slept for 3 hours straight. Feels nice. Now's the time to finish up all the homework and study for Chemistry test.
Wished I had money to buy everything I want. Sigh.
[My dear B2 is now 15 years old! And yes, I wanna celebrate your birthday after our SYF judging's over :]
Anyway, I slept for 3 hours straight. Feels nice. Now's the time to finish up all the homework and study for Chemistry test.
Wished I had money to buy everything I want. Sigh.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed
And its no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, oh little 'ol me
Well don't let me out of your sight
Oh I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights
Oh... I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside
So many reasons
For me to run and hide
I can't do the little things I hold so dear
'Cause its all those little things
That I fear
'Cause I'm just a girl,
I'd rather not be
'Cause they wont let me drive
Late at night
Oh I'm just a girl,
Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes
Oh I'm just a girl,
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype
Oh... I've had it up to here!
Oh... Am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!
Oh I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worrisome
Oh I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to
Is making me numb
Oh I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome
Oh I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to!!
Oh oh oh oh oh ... I've had it up to here.
I'm exposed
And its no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me
To hold your hand
'Cause I'm just a girl, oh little 'ol me
Well don't let me out of your sight
Oh I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights
Oh... I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside
So many reasons
For me to run and hide
I can't do the little things I hold so dear
'Cause its all those little things
That I fear
'Cause I'm just a girl,
I'd rather not be
'Cause they wont let me drive
Late at night
Oh I'm just a girl,
Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes
Oh I'm just a girl,
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype
Oh... I've had it up to here!
Oh... Am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!
Oh I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worrisome
Oh I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to
Is making me numb
Oh I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome
Oh I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison
Oh... I've had it up to!
Oh... I've had it up to!!
Oh oh oh oh oh ... I've had it up to here.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HESTER :)
Today's rehearsal was quite good. I can see our progression!
EL can do it!
EL will do it!
EL is gonna rock ACS Barker's stage on 11 April!
Whee ;)
Took a few photos today. Save for some horrid ones, the rest were quite nice.
It's been a long time since I felt this way.
Perhaps it takes time. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...
I will try.
I want to.
I just have to get it back.
Today's rehearsal was quite good. I can see our progression!
EL can do it!
EL will do it!
EL is gonna rock ACS Barker's stage on 11 April!
Whee ;)
Took a few photos today. Save for some horrid ones, the rest were quite nice.
It's been a long time since I felt this way.
Perhaps it takes time. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...
I will try.
I want to.
I just have to get it back.
Friday, April 06, 2007
I should think that a scanner is highly useful.
If you miss me, just tell me that you miss me.
I would...
1) Turn on my scanner
2) Close my eyes
3) Scan my face
4) Send it to you
Perhaps after seeing my scanned face, you wouldn't miss me anymore ;)
If you miss me, just tell me that you miss me.
I would...
1) Turn on my scanner
2) Close my eyes
3) Scan my face
4) Send it to you
Perhaps after seeing my scanned face, you wouldn't miss me anymore ;)
Finally, when I open my eyes to see...
I see your true colours shining through.
Your true colours aren't pretty.
There's a mixture of evil, a solution of jealousy and a compound made of envy, all swirling in a mask known as "your face".
Then again, I look back and realise that you were never pretty to begin with.
I could only say to myself, "You've got it all wrong, girl".
I see your true colours shining through.
Your true colours aren't pretty.
There's a mixture of evil, a solution of jealousy and a compound made of envy, all swirling in a mask known as "your face".
Then again, I look back and realise that you were never pretty to begin with.
I could only say to myself, "You've got it all wrong, girl".
Thursday, April 05, 2007
I wonder what the others did in school today. I hope the Physics Reading & Writing Test was easy...
Sleeping is fun, but when you get enough of it, you get tired of it. I have completely nothing to do right now. Perhaps I'll go study bio later.
Sigh. Life at home can be so boring.
Sleeping is fun, but when you get enough of it, you get tired of it. I have completely nothing to do right now. Perhaps I'll go study bio later.
Sigh. Life at home can be so boring.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Do a reality check.
Illlogical?
Check.
Irrational?
Check.
Senseless?
Check.
Alright baby, you're ready to visit the "criticise-in-silence" theme park! Bring along a friend in tow and experience a thrill ride. Admission is free!
WARNING: Consequences and outcomes not predictable.
Oh yes, it is a game.
Illlogical?
Check.
Irrational?
Check.
Senseless?
Check.
Alright baby, you're ready to visit the "criticise-in-silence" theme park! Bring along a friend in tow and experience a thrill ride. Admission is free!
WARNING: Consequences and outcomes not predictable.
Oh yes, it is a game.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
We had syf rehearsal yesterday and Grace & I turned up late. On bus 97, I was feeling bored. I spotted a worker sitting at the back of a lorry. He was alone and he seemed equally bored.
Deciding to be funny, I pointed at him and told Grace, "Hey Grace! That's your friend!".
Grace promptly turned her head to look at him.
The worker saw me pointing at him.
He looked at us.
He raised his eyebrows.
He nodded.
He acknowledged our existence.
And he gaveus Grace a cheeky look!
Wasn't that funny? And I burst in laughter after seeing what the worker did.
I was chewing on a piece of haribo at that time. I laughed so hard that tiny bits of haribo flew out and landed on a man's shirt and my face. The innocent victim was sitting in front of Grace.
That was really funny.
And I giggled nearly non stop when we were on our way home. I couldn't stand it, some people are just so urgh... Haha.
Deciding to be funny, I pointed at him and told Grace, "Hey Grace! That's your friend!".
Grace promptly turned her head to look at him.
The worker saw me pointing at him.
He looked at us.
He raised his eyebrows.
He nodded.
He acknowledged our existence.
And he gave
Wasn't that funny? And I burst in laughter after seeing what the worker did.
I was chewing on a piece of haribo at that time. I laughed so hard that tiny bits of haribo flew out and landed on a man's shirt and my face. The innocent victim was sitting in front of Grace.
That was really funny.
And I giggled nearly non stop when we were on our way home. I couldn't stand it, some people are just so urgh... Haha.