name: Ariel T♥
gender: Female
I'm:
Introspectively retrospect
& flawlessly flawed.
But I'm about as shallow as you are.
Friday, December 22, 2006
Today has been a really busy day for me. However, I'll elaborate on the whole day later ;)
To tell the truth, I'm seriously confused about the state of matters now. Alright, not literally confused as in don't know what's going on, but confused as in unsure of how I feel. After receiving the class allocations, I feel both happy, sad, tired, excited and simply just all the feelings put together at once.
Well, it's definitely exciting to be in a new class next year (therefore I feel happy), yet at the same time it's inevitable to feel sad that I will no longer be in 2C. Alright, some people say that we'll still get to see each other in school, but the most important point is that the feeling's different already. Being together in the same class will create a bond between the people, in which seeing them in school will not create. The situation does not allow for that.
Tired? Simply because today has been a really long day and all I want to do is lie back and think that everything's the way it used to be. Knowing that the isn't just makes me feel tired (again!) because I have to adjust to the new environment and setting. Sigh!
I don't need anyone to reassure me that things are going to be alright, or that everything's gonna be okay. That's because I know everything will be fine. I have my close friends in the same class as me next year except for Veronica. What the heck happened? Why's she in 3C?! MR ANG! Why? Why did you have to separate us? Did we break any rules? Why? Oh heavens why???? Alright, I suppose I'm over reacting and over-dramatic again... But I feel agitated lah my best friend in RV leh!
I don't need someone to reassure me that 2C will keep in touch like we used to. Or that we'll still have class chalets and try to contact each other. I don't need reassurance. Reassurance just makes me wish I could turn back time. But that's not facing the emotions. I need time to digest everything slowly and accept. I don't need someone from 2C to say that we'll keep in touch. I think everyone will be so busy and the only thing we could do is to accept our classes. 2C will be part of memories that I'll hold onto, and I know the others will hold onto. The feeling when we are together (during chalets etc in the future) will be different. I won't say that I'll definitely be able to keep in touch with everyone, because there's surely people whom you can't keep in touch with. I treasure the times I've had with them. I'll love the memories and the "adventures" but I suppose there's nothing I could do to bring it back again. When we're together, we'll have fun.
Life's like that. When things have changed, there's nothing you can do to make it the same again. Nothing. The more you try, the worse you feel. Accept the things you cannot change. How I wished things were like in the past. But I know I must move on. It's 2007, a new year, new beginnings.
Anyhoo, I got into 3A. With people I know :)
Everything's gonna be alright. - Everything's just wonderful [Lily Allen]
To tell the truth, I'm seriously confused about the state of matters now. Alright, not literally confused as in don't know what's going on, but confused as in unsure of how I feel. After receiving the class allocations, I feel both happy, sad, tired, excited and simply just all the feelings put together at once.
Well, it's definitely exciting to be in a new class next year (therefore I feel happy), yet at the same time it's inevitable to feel sad that I will no longer be in 2C. Alright, some people say that we'll still get to see each other in school, but the most important point is that the feeling's different already. Being together in the same class will create a bond between the people, in which seeing them in school will not create. The situation does not allow for that.
Tired? Simply because today has been a really long day and all I want to do is lie back and think that everything's the way it used to be. Knowing that the isn't just makes me feel tired (again!) because I have to adjust to the new environment and setting. Sigh!
I don't need anyone to reassure me that things are going to be alright, or that everything's gonna be okay. That's because I know everything will be fine. I have my close friends in the same class as me next year except for Veronica. What the heck happened? Why's she in 3C?! MR ANG! Why? Why did you have to separate us? Did we break any rules? Why? Oh heavens why???? Alright, I suppose I'm over reacting and over-dramatic again... But I feel agitated lah my best friend in RV leh!
I don't need someone to reassure me that 2C will keep in touch like we used to. Or that we'll still have class chalets and try to contact each other. I don't need reassurance. Reassurance just makes me wish I could turn back time. But that's not facing the emotions. I need time to digest everything slowly and accept. I don't need someone from 2C to say that we'll keep in touch. I think everyone will be so busy and the only thing we could do is to accept our classes. 2C will be part of memories that I'll hold onto, and I know the others will hold onto. The feeling when we are together (during chalets etc in the future) will be different. I won't say that I'll definitely be able to keep in touch with everyone, because there's surely people whom you can't keep in touch with. I treasure the times I've had with them. I'll love the memories and the "adventures" but I suppose there's nothing I could do to bring it back again. When we're together, we'll have fun.
Life's like that. When things have changed, there's nothing you can do to make it the same again. Nothing. The more you try, the worse you feel. Accept the things you cannot change. How I wished things were like in the past. But I know I must move on. It's 2007, a new year, new beginnings.
Anyhoo, I got into 3A. With people I know :)
Everything's gonna be alright. - Everything's just wonderful [Lily Allen]